You always excelled, not because you craved success, but because of your fear of failure.
Arrogance and fear still keep you from learning the greatest lesson of all.
It’s not about you.
Later that night, a dream in which I’m playing 4v4 basketball in which I’m being strangely competitive, but to my horror the basket is about 3 feet higher than I’m used to, where even layups are hit and miss. And for some reason, there’s no backboard to ricochet my shots off either! I try to reason with the umpire that the baskets are placed too high, that it’s against the rules. His reasoning: I’ve been practising all my life on baskets that are set too low.